Superkat, I can empathize w/you and your feelings here. Mine would be the same for I have been down that very road to hell. I gave up everything only to learn that when I got there, she was lost to me. She had given herself over to the dark side and made it so much a part of her, it became her and she it. I mourn her loss now as if she had died for I learned I could not save her. I am 45 and am bereft of anything on this earth. What some people have to learn is "bottom dwellers exist for a reason too". I learned she was meant to be a bottom dweller and let her stay there. Hardest thing I ever had to do.

MASC is not so appreciative of random stuff.

Oh no, well good luck and see you soon

where'd you go cat?

I'm part of a local aquarium club (masc), often times they complain about the random posts I make. For example; once I made a post stating that we should have a party for no reason at BLITZ paint ball. It would be fun, we could start out with a frag swap, the proceed to eat food, then finish it off with a gigantic paint ball war.

As expected, the idea didn't fly.

here's my list of thanks giving...

1 every thing
2 every thing that may not be included in 1
3 every thing related to everything in ways that include every thing.

thanks for the wishes, and sorry for my random outburst of randomness.

kind of like a few stories from greek mythology.

Unfortunately I got a mild case of food poisoning this morning, so no thanksgiving dinner for me.

It just has to do with death, not a cheery subject.

why the sudden outburst of depressing posts?

I don't have to worry about this kind of stuff at the current state of time.

Ever heard Boy vs the Cynic by John Reuben, or Pork and Beans by Weezer.