Whenever i feel like i've lost my way, or start questioning circumstances or my purpose in life...i refer to Illusions, by Richard Bach. Here are a couple of quotes for you:

~You are led through your lifetime by the inner learning creature, the playful spiritual being that is your real self. Don't turn away from possible futures before you're certain you don't have anything to learn from them.
You're always free to change your mind and choose a different future, or a different...

so yesterday, my son, Liam, who is 4....decided that i was Queen for the day. I got a homemade crown that i was instructed i must wear at all times, believe me, i tried to take it off and he said it would hurt the kingdom's feelings.

He then proceeded to slay dragons, bring me gifts and even brushed my hair (badly) twice. When i went to cook dinner (which was yummy, chicken cordon bleu, twice baked potatoes and steamed brocolli), i also tried to remove the crown,...

well, this is like calling your own answering maching...i have no idea how to start this...just come hang out...promise, doesn't have to be fish related...

i'll start by saying that i've lived an interesting life. here's two things you can ask me about:

-at 33, i had to have open heart surgery to replace my aortic valve.

-i was an industrial engineer on the B-2 Bomber for the USAF for 12 years when it was a black world project. At Plant 42 - which is...